Sun, 10 December 2023
I took notes during meetings and used the notes as a topic for sharing during outreach calls. First OA meeting 1979. i@ 230 and binging chocolate. I learned to ' Act as If' i believed these suggestions might possible help. Regardless of whether I 'Felt like it' or 'Believed it' or 'Liked it' I weigh and measure my food. 'Sharing pictures' The weight of my body and the weight of the food I eat are the touchstones of truth. I was willing to go to any lengths and it has worked. Good to have a home group where you know them and they get to know you. |
Sun, 3 December 2023
I came to my first OA meeting early, thought it was a free weight watchers. My family enjoys exercise and outdoorsy stuff. My dad put a padlock on the pantry for me and a padlock on the liquor cabinet for my brother. For a long time my I thought the most important thing was that I was not slim. Being fat was the cause for all my problems. In 1999 I went to OA full of shame the whole meeting but kept coming back. Physical recovery was the last thing I achieved. I know I am either maintaining or gaining. That thought helps me stay on course. |