Sun, 24 April 2022
Early on my life I learned how to keep secrets, and how to hate. Morbid obesity arrived in my 20s. While over 300 Lbs I was neurotic about what my son ate. I did not diet. Any weight adjustments were from changes in my activity. When I joined OA I resisted being told what to do. I lost 125 Lbs with very little recovery. Rich honest emotions are a gift of recovery.
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Sun, 10 April 2022
Paul D from Seattle Annual suggestion to diet and exercise got me started, for a minute. At one time I was taken to the hospital - FOR OVEREATING 4 Cs crisis, clarity, colliding opportunities, commitment to a spiritual solution, A multitude of health issues should have given me a clue about my problem with food. I discovered Buddhism was the religion of moderation - Poof I'm a Buddhist. I have studied OA, read ALL the literature, completed the steps and got involved in service. I have sent a gratitude list to my sponsor for more that 1000 days. My abstinence is about foods, behaviors and thoughts. I had a list of things I wanted from my relationship to OA. They have come true. |
Sun, 3 April 2022
6 Months before I came into the program due to my health I considered suicide. Prior to OA I had no idea of how my life had become such a disaster. Oatmeal chicken chicken was not for me. My addictive foods became VERY clear to me. Established my recovery right out of the Big Book of AA. I have to understand it is not about lunch. It is about a fatal disease. Today I am a healthy member of OA and society trying to do my best and be of service. I favor sponsors with AA background and their that approach to the Big Book. I turn to my higher power in times of stress rather than the food. |