Sun, 14 March 2021
Recovery can bring back memories of how bad it was. A Fat American in France I ate violently, destructively and disturbingly. At one point I did a cost-benefit analysis of my addiction...didn't help. My fancy education made no difference. Once in the program I became Miss OA. My physicality came back. 'I got this' led to an 80 lb weight gain I finally did get this Nov 3 2008. Today I have a daily ritual morning and evening which includes reading, writing, step work and A E I O U Y I really do have a life beyond my wildest dreams by doing a few things every day. |