Sun, 3 September 2023
Came in over 350. Was told I needed surgery but not until I lost 70 lbs - I put on 20. I got candy to keep my dad's alcohol secret and got paid with candy to rat him out. I learned to pray, but for stuff. I ended up married and pregnant an got permission to eat like I wanted. I volunteered for everything all over the place to prove I was worthy. There was a moment when I realize I was choosing between life OR chocolate cake. i am no longer alone. I work with a sponsor and my doctor. |