Sun, 24 March 2024
Wide weight swing - 5'8' and 108lbs And way up. Confusing childhood. Finish you food, you're fat but a later a reality check indicated I was not. I was given 'Metrical' as a kid. On the cleanup I could finish lots of plates. Protein shakes lost weight fast. seemed like a plan. until every parts of my life was compulsive including fasting, excersize, weighing myself, drugs and alcohol. I sober first in '82. My sponsor suggested OA which I had never heard of. They were my people. and fell into the program. After a year of success and weighl loss I shifted my addiction to men. and up to 360. next time into the program it took all the lessons and truly embraced it long term. |