Sun, 19 November 2023
My core family emotion was rage. Learned to ask for NOTHING. As an anorexic I was not connected to my hunger until I was way overdue for food and then I binged. I entered recovery by removing all sharp knives and having my friends hide them from me.I was not well. Today I still weigh and measure my food at home. Every step has life lessons. My food plan is redundant - That works well for me. I have been with my food sponsor for 30 years. He knows me well. My friends are in recovery. I am in other 12 step programs. I have to be good in all 3 to call myself 'sober' |