Sun, 12 March 2023
Never a time when food wasn't the most important thing to me.
First OA Meeting when I was 12.
At 23 I was my top weight 423 but because I was young the physical damage was not that bad yet.
I broke toilets, lived through surgical complications and more all because of my weight without any change.
My body was killing me and I couldn't do anything. It was the only body I knew
When I fanallly return to OA that meeting was about death and I felt at home.
For the first year I sponsored myself rigorously and had some results until I hit my own plateau several times.
Regardless of where I was food wise I never left the program.
I am two different people. My life in the food and my life in recovery.
Today I have a life where I am trusted, I experience love in both directions and I have self esteem.