Sun, 23 October 2022
I come from an obese family so we were all big boned. I was able to be a large drug addict. My 20's and 30's was a series of Pay and Weighs. I started out as an OA Rockstar led to 'I got this'. Back up to 300. I came back and have been weighing and measuring for over 5 years. It works for me. It took me while to find my spiritual groove for my life and my food. Everyone is different. I have been in the same weight zone and have been the same size for years. I no longer weigh myself so I am not affected by the number. I wish I could include my family on me recovery journey but that it is their choice. I am no longer envious of 'normal' eaters. |