Sun, 16 May 2021
Used Lunch money to buy candy on the way to school.
Hit 250 in high school.
Found OA in college, followed the program and.... it worked.
My relapse happens slowly, loosing one peice at at time until I was completely out of the program.
Gastric Bypass seemed like a miracle.... for a while.
The food blocked me from the joy of the American Dream.
From all out to all in was the beginning of my recovery..this time.
In the beginning, feelings seemed like negative byproduts of doing the work.
Really wanting and choosing a salad was a miracle of the program.