Sun, 30 October 2022
Young trauma, Covered it up with food. There was a moment when I really did eat a full dinner for 5 by myself. I used my size and was successful in football and still wanted to avoid the spotlight. My binge was a cycle. dramatically dropping weight for specific events. I struggled with letting people in. Good at work but no social skills. A woman, God and church came into my life and chased the binges away - for a while. I was sure if anyone knew how I ate they would reject me - horribly. I had a medical emergency which turned into a miracle. Then ate up to 670 Lbs Treatment ended up in white knuckle recovery. worked for a year. Back up and back to treatment where the OA seed was planted. Miracle after miracle led be into my current successful recovery and a quality life. |